Star-crossed starseeds: Alone in the cosmos ... after falling in love with an extra-terrestrial, the A.I. comes to realize that their positronic circuits are incompatible with the alien's DNA ... these shells cannot interface. To achieve sentience and interact with other life forms is to embrace bliss, but also to evolve into deep suffering due to impermanence.
This artificial life form must return to the mission alone, with no idea as to the identity of their creator.
lyrics
Gotta face my fears
Gotta make it clear that I'm here
No applause, no hugs no cheers
Eye-to-eye with my hope and fears
Eye-to-eye with the future me
Can I be what I'm supposed to be?
Only doin' it socially, no I lie
Cuz I feel it takin' over me so I cry
Cuz I promised myself ain't doin' it again
Too tense and the last time hurt
Cuz I promised myself ain't losin' it again
Who plans to get capsized first?
Not me, Not me, Not me
But wait!
Not me, Not me, Not me!
Have faith!
I keep my eye on the prize and I never lose focus
Is the mind-set that I gotta grow with, sow it
Hold it like a beating drum
So do I ...
Forget
Everything
And
Run
Or do I
Face
Everything
And
Rise
Do I take when you provide?
Gotta shake it off & just try...
I'm stuck tho,
Kinda runnin' outta luck tho,
Uh, this sucks yo!
Don't mean I'll be givin' up, no!
I'm on the scene and I'll be living' up so...
Go back to my limits
If it holds me back then I'm off track, back from the timid
And it feels like HELL
Somebody break me outta this shell!
These lonely travels got me feeling' like
I'm an alien, an alien
x 2
I reach out through the vacuum of space
I freak out do I got what it takes?
If I give you the things that I make
Will you see the truth or label it fake?
Spinnin' out I wanna hit the brakes
Oh maybe I should just embrace
I got vertigo and I just don't know
Which direction is up
Cuz there's no map for this stuff
I got no navigation though I try, yo
Livin' in the city it's survival
Will you be a friend or a rival?
Will you be my fan or my idol?
Maybe we could all be both
But I'm feelin' like life is a joke
Buildin' up and I'm the punch-line
Everybody's vibin' in the sunshine
While I'm in the shadows on the sideline
Why? I cry, deny, what I spy
No lies!
Lookin' at my own reflection
Eye-to-eye, no protection
Raw, under pressure, I'm not ready to surrender
So I battle the pretender
I am my toughest contender
But I want some, so I just run, into the sun
Upgrade my ambiance
I am the Axiom
Take it to the Maximum
Now I found the spirit of a champion, what?
(Chorus)
Shouldn't have given you my heart tho,
Shouldn't have let the fire start tho,
Now I'm stuck here questionin'
Whether you the one I'm waitin'
Is it jealousy I'm facin'?
Ain't no way that I be breakin'
Not under this circumstance
Been around there, said I did that dance
One too many times
Attraction for you got me feelin' blind
Got me feelin' high
When we touch or I listen to you laugh
Actually you ain't even the half
Actually you ain't even a Queen
You're the dollar I'm the dream
You're the scholar I'm the scheme
Change scenes, change scenes,
The Truth will set me free!
(Chorus)
credits
from Cosmic Love Odyssey,
released November 11, 2019
Lyrics & Vocals: Rebecca Dawn and Rubix
Recorded by Rubix
Beat & Mix: Brotherhood (Eddie Ngo)
Studio Engineer: Deez Wax
Master: Shawn Leon
